Bloggers, I have returned to the blogging world, after what seems like forever. I don’t even have a whole lot to report, I just felt like I needed to write some stuff down. I am unsure why, but it’s happening, so gear up.
Since my last post I have completed the number one thing on my bucket list; I have finally seen P!nk in concert! I got to go to Chicago, Illinois with the other half of Team Sweet, Andee, and I cannot even put it into words. What a show. We were on the floor, VIP passes, and to say it was electrifying is a HUGE understatement. Andee and I have been planning this concert and trip for 8 years now, and it finally happened. In fact, the concert was so effing good, that we are indeed going again. This time we are VIP’s heading to Winnipeg, Manitoba. We will see if the American and Canadian concerts are close to the same. I am super pumped to be going again. This time I will be able to take more of the show in. Most of the first show consisted of me crying, trying to take a million pictures, crying, taking videos, crying, asking Andee if this was real, and, you guessed it, more crying. I am hoping for less crying this time, but I doubt that is going to happen. I will keep everyone posted, or I will try to anyways. It should be another sick show. Can’t wait… 56 days!!
I have had a bit of an attitude change in the last while as well. I don’t want to say I have become arrogant, because that is not the right word. I have become less of a pushover, less of a follower, and more of a leader. I am working on doing what I want, and not what other people want. I am working on caring less about what other people think of me, and more on what I want to do and why I want to do it. Living life trying to please everyone is IMPOSSIBLE! There is always someone who is mad about your choice, and then there is always a fight. It gets old fast. It took me 23 years to figure it out, but better late than never. If you don’t like me, it’s a mind over matter thing. I don’t mind and you don’t matter. I am getting better, I am not where I want to be yet, but I am taking steps in the right direction. It is funny how people treat you and look at you when you start standing up for yourself. You don’t like it? Tough, I am done putting up with your crap. It’s all about Swag, and I have it.
I have also had some life changes in the last little while. Some people have left my circle of friends, and some people have joined my circle. I kinda have acquired a few more friends to replace the idiots that I don’t need anymore. One in particular has really got me shook. One minute I was scared to even approach them, and the next we are talking almost every day and pranking people and causing a ruckus together. Funny how life works sometimes. People get tossed out of your life for whatever reason, and then someone new moves in and you think to yourself, what the hell was I doing with dumbass over there this whole time, when I could have had beauty over here the entire time? I am a firm, firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and people are in and out of your life for a reason, and to teach you lessons. If they stick around it’s because they are special, and if they don’t, you take what you learned from them and move on, apply it to future decisions, and don’t dwell on what could have been. Anyways, if you’re reading, to the dullards that are no longer around, thanks for the life lessons, I wouldn’t trade it for anything. To the noobs who have entered the life of Ky, I look forward to the good times, the laughs, the tears, the stories, the life lessons you have to offer, and everything else. But mostly I am looking forward to a lifetime of memories. Buckle up, things get interesting 😉
In my closing words here I just want to look at the title of the post “You don’t get the same moment twice in life”. You don’t get many second chances, and you don’t get many second opportunities to tell people that you love them, or you care about them. So when you get that chance, take it. You may only get one. If it brings a smile to someone’s face then it is worth it. If it doesn’t then at least you know you said what you needed to say, and it’s another lesson learned. Don’t hold back, it is never too late for a change. If I can make the changes I have (not all of which are listed here), then anyone can. Say what you need to say, change what you need to change, and live life how YOU want to live it, not anyone else.
Song of the day: Today my song of the day is “Still Got Yesterday” by Emerson Drive. It’s an oldie but give it a listen. I was musicated today with this song, and I would like to thank that person from the bottom of my heart. If you’re reading, you know who you are.